emmie

@emmie@lemmy.ml

This profile is from a federated server and may be incomplete. View on remote instance

emmie , (edited )

Nothing is as terrifying as SpaceEngine.

Frankly. This… software rearranged my brain and changed me fundamentally.

There are no words to describe being lost in the 10^27 of space. It’s just too much, you will go insane and if you survive you will lose the ability to talk with people, lose every single thing that you thought matters. You will be alone even in the busiest of places, some part of you forever stuck in the 10^27 of emptiness between Galaxy Groups.

This isn’t a joke. Ignorance is bliss

emmie ,

So they want someone they can relate to?

emmie , (edited )

I hate how Reddit conditioned my brain to see score before the actual content and make up my mind about it before even reading it.

I don’t say scores aren’t important to have some kind of loose groupthink quality control but it all has as many cons as it has pros and there isn’t really a perfect solution just least bad.

Also it is the main thing making social media so addicting when you receive points and I want internet to serve me and not I serve the internet.

If a phone/site/program makes everything possible to be as addictive then it actually makes you a slave to it imo instead of it being a useful tool enriching your experience and serving you to maybe get more useful information or show new ideas.

That’s why these new designs get more pretty to look at but less useful because they are made to hijack your time from yourself for ad watching. So in a way ad based companies literally do everything to steal the most valuable resource from you - your time and by extension - your life.

emmie ,

Is this legit? Is this site trustworthy? Do you have maybe another source?

emmie ,

Kindly thank you

emmie , (edited )

I remember this mindset when I was 17. Unwavering faith in the unlimited human potential. Head loaded with science fiction didn’t even need drugs. Ray kurzweil. Longevity escape velocity. Flying cars.

emmie ,

You are right and I thought it was my cat doing litter business

emmie ,

No. It was just a cult of science and technology instead of real understanding of it. Some kind of naive belief that no matter what, the direction is only up and even accelerating. It was like being a sciencey golden retriever

Former Blizzard President Thinks Tipping Game Creators Is Great Idea ( 80.lv )

By now, everyone in the world knows that American tipping culture is getting out of hand. That doesn't mean you can't introduce another way of "supporting" creators. Mike Ybarra, the former president of Blizzard, shared his desire to tip developers of especially enjoyable games....

emmie , (edited )

Same. It’s just never worth more to me than 30$. I can after all buy a book for 10$ and have simillar fun. Or watch tv show. Games are too expensive for what they are really.

One exception is when I am mentally unwell and purposefully get addicted to competitive online games as an elaborate self sabotage.

emmie , (edited )

Ah I know these traits, CEO of kagi is narcissistic 💯. Just like me 🤪. Would probably done the same and clown myself in the eyes of the web.

Maybe all of the CEOs are narcs but this one is like extra super insecure even for us.

emmie , (edited )

Dark mode in the dark makes your pupils do funny things like constantly widening and narrowing. Dark mode with a backlight is the best. Any screen in the complete darkness is like self destruction to the eyes

emmie ,

Lucky, privileged even

[Thread, post or comment was deleted by the author]

  • Loading...
  • emmie ,

    It’s hard to say if they are fighting or having sex but both is cool I guess

    emmie , (edited )

    I don’t have a job. Idk what am I doing with life tbh. I should be coding as I am naturally good at it and it’s fun but… procrastination

    emmie , (edited )

    That’s relatable haha I wish it was that consistent. Deadlines make me do 3d modelling in blender maybe I need some 3d modelling deadline and then I will code for 10 hours in ecstasy then completely forget about anything for a week then panic then feel guilty then switch to „I want to be an artist” mode after which is I want to be a game developer mode, and then there is I want to be a mobile developer mode

    I am entry knowledge level at sooo many things. Maybe if ai assistants materialise in sufficient form it will be era for people like me that know a little bit of everything but lack the willpower and consistency to ever master anything.

    This week is a music artist week for me I am producing stuff in Ableton maybe it isn’t good but it is the only thing that makes sense right now

    emmie , (edited )

    Okay but how do you keep a job and make money like this ya know this isn’t the exact mindset they are looking for or makes it possible to finish serious stuffs

    Might as well surf the waves of privilege except that sucks and feels bad

    emmie , (edited )

    Idk if it’s some reference to real life events lately but I generally hate violence as anything other than self defense.
    Violence is a tool and not some kind of point in itself to pleasure yourself with. There are way too many bloodthirsty people all over the earth tankies and nazis alike that yearn for a bloodbath

    emmie ,

    Can you read? I said self defense

    emmie ,

    Well usually laws say that the defense must be proportional to an attack. If someone threatens you with words you probably shouldn’t decapitate them.

    Keep your cool and provoke them and watch their suffering if that’s enjoyable for you. I know for me it is.

    Today some priest crossed himself when he saw me. It was fucking hilarious and honestly semi arousing. Like imagine an adult man being so fucked up, suddenly your problems seem small.

    emmie , (edited )

    I wish I wasn’t a vr gamer sometimes so I could unsubscribe from this os permanently

    emmie ,

    I am too far into nvidia windows things. I run really extreme games with 4090 and tons of mods. Unreal, unity, blender all that stuff. If there is one thing that windows does okay it’s my use case.

    I guess they have me right where they want 😂

    Also I am not sure if virtual desktop works on Linux

    emmie , (edited )

    Cmon Linux NVidia drivers are garbage. You can’t possibly run everything to the same extent or performance. Not to mention ray tracing etc. Let’s not delude ourselves or try to peddle some fiction unnecessarily

    emmie , (edited )

    I am saying you played stuff that happened to run okay and not some other use cases where it struggles. I must probably take your word and pretend that it is true in some way even though everything I know about VR nvidia experience on Linux disagrees with your comment.

    Bg3 or alyx is not a good example. Rather consider skyrimvr 1000 mods and cyberpunk pathtraced.

    It’s just how it is when megacorp pours money into compatibility with one ecosystem and specifically refuses to provide support for another. It could work amazingly if they only had minuscule amount of goodwill

    emmie , (edited )

    My use case is extreme as I stated before I think? I thought 4090 is enough indication of extreme tbh and that you wouldn’t want to run 3/4 supported Linux with a card like this.

    I am definitely not an average gamer. There is nothing average about 4090 and VR. Not to mention elaborate expensive router setup for wireless VR.

    emmie , (edited )

    I don’t know what’s your point honestly. Great if you have fun then that’s cool.

    I just like to use the best tool for the job at hand and that happens to be windows in this case.

    emmie ,

    I don’t really subscribe to any belief system or ideology based software choice. I guess feel free to round the rough edges as you preach your favourite software. We are all a little biased on the best days

    emmie ,

    I like my tea red with a taste of fruits and natural sweetness

    emmie , (edited )

    ml is okayish compared to hexbear lol

    I thought at first it was some fun leftist lgbt place but quickly I ran into violent bloodthirsty comments that made my skin crawl. there are also many of my lovely fellow transfems over there ugh. it is really sad when people are lost into the void of extremism. But I don’t really blame them however I grieve them.

    emmie ,

    Never feed the trolls, the only winning move is to downvote and move on

    Nothing is as maddening as writing an elaborate troll post only to be completely ignored.

    I do all my riling people up on Reddit though because that site is collapsing anyway and a shell of former self. Hard to bring yourself to respect it and not throw some spicy fake made up posts into the wild and see what happens

    emmie ,

    I think that one is better off not discussing these topics online at all.

    I have never seen anything good come out of it, anywhere. Ever

    emmie ,

    Yes.

    emmie , (edited )

    Ugh I hate all these subscription paywalls nowadays. Internet is so far from the initial ideals

    It’s pennies but if I had to track every subscription and there would be hundred... It should be covered at ISP somehow as optional news network^tm^

    emmie OP ,

    It is an anarchism heaven, I love it

    No regulations, no control. Decentralized

    emmie OP ,

    What’s your problem with illegal things exactly ? Scams are well kind of its your fault if you are getting scammed usually. Not always but mostly some IQ makes it preventable

    emmie OP ,

    Maybe that's the only use case but it is fucking good at it. Amazingly good

    Besides cash could be removed by govs to 'protect us'

    And obviously cash cannot be used over distance

    Cryptography gives power to the people. US even wanted cryptography banned at some point but it turned out not feasible so they pretended they changed mind

    Lemmy is another thing that gives me hope in the future

    emmie OP ,

    Eh who cares about these cryptoschemes really i mean yeah I can understand that. They always were stinking of fraud

    Shitcoins they were called iirc

    I only love crypto because it evades facist gov. Seems more and more needed as time goes on

    But then imo we are heading into cyberpunk reality

  • All
  • Subscribed
  • Moderated
  • Favorites
  • supersentai
  • WatchParties
  • Rutgers
  • Lexington
  • cragsand
  • mead
  • RetroGamingNetwork
  • mauerstrassenwetten
  • WarhammerFantasy
  • Teensy
  • xyz
  • PowerRangers
  • AnarchoCapitalism
  • kamenrider
  • Mordhau
  • itdept
  • neondivide
  • space_engine
  • MidnightClan
  • loren
  • steinbach
  • learnviet
  • bjj
  • AgeRegression
  • electropalaeography
  • khanate
  • jeremy
  • fandic
  • All magazines